I know nobody reads this thing and thats just fine. i just need a place to vent right now.

why are all guys exactly the same? no really.......WHY?! did god just come up with a basic format for the entire male species???? just when i think i found a man who i can trust and who understands me and what im going thru at this point in my life, it all goes to shit. Every time. So hypocritical......and i know that im not innocent when it comes to that, but seriously.....to say one thing and do another, is just wrong. and its the same thing every time......what part of I DONT WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW dont you understand. it seems pretty self explainitory to me. I dont know how to be more blunt about it then that. speaking of blunt......i could really use one right now. I hate this town, there hasnt been any weed around here in weeks. so tell me how is a girl supposed to stock herself up for the long brutal winter when there is no weed anywhere? guess ill have to go back on my prozac....again. God i hate perscription drugs........

Brainerd is fucking dry right now......im so pissed. I've spend the last 3 days trying to get ahold of some weed, but nobody has anything. I resorted to scraping the resin out of Kyle and Bob Marley (my two pipes) which didnt do shit for me. I might drive to either wahkon or Crosslake if this continues for much longer. Lori might bring me some tomorrow if luck will have it. i thought about buying some from this one dude....but he wanted to charge me 50 bucks for an eigth so i told him to fuck off. im not that despairate, this dry spell should only last about a week or so......hopefully.....

Onto other things i might finally have a new job. My neighbors own a gift shop up town, and they want me to work there a few days a week. at least it will give me an excuse to work less hours in the hell hole i resent calling "my current place of employment". so hopefully this will be a way out for me. Since i have one foot out the door i can now look for somthing to replace Shcaefers all together ^_^ and that makes me smile.

Im trying to sell my truck now, so if anyone wants a 92 Ford F150 for $3,000 then let me know and ill have you swing by somtime to take a look at it.

 The difference is in the filter. Light cigarettes have tiny holes on the outside of the filter, the regular cigarettes do not. so when u inhale, ur inhaling the smoke plus oxygen, thus causing a less harsh feeling in ur throat and lungs when u inhale because the smoke is less concentrated.Ultra lights are the same, they just have more holes in the filter so you dont really feel like your inhaling as much smoke. its still just as bad for you tho. oh well, we all have to die somehow right?

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